Ona wrote:Can you give a concrete example? Such as if you feel an itching sensation on your left knee, noting "itching" seems in doubt? or is the doubt about what to note not related to physical sensations but only to mental activity, such as not being sure if you should note "doubt" or "annoyed" or "impatient" etc because it isn't clear what you are feeling without thinking about it a lot (by which point the moment is gone)?
Yeah, it is about the mental activity I think. What you described makes for a pace of meditation that has difficulty apprehending the kernel of the sensations. At least in my experience, it was disempowering. I would have to have decide confidence in what I'm doing in a general way, that my sits would eventually build up.
And I think one way to help is physical practices, but by "physical practices" I mean meditation with those activities. For instance with me I have a tendency to be very tense. I've been doing a fair bit of yoga, but the challenge isn't just doing yoga. It's more like being able to keep up consistency in my meditation and body awareness while doing yoga, and in the process my meditation, or just awareness of consistency in the body from moment to moment, deals with my tendency to be aversive and contractive from doing two things at once on a physical level.
I have to go right now but I'll write more later